Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Graduation, Friends Forever...

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☆ Well, so far my summer has been going okay.


☆ Graduation was very emotional. I don't think I've ever gotten that many presents, not even at birthdays or Christmas... so many hugs, so much crying, so much drama... Seriously, someone could probably make an entire shoujo manga out of all the drama my friends and I have had in the last month... I won't go into it any deeper than that, though. Personal blog or not, I'd rather not post such personal stuff in a place where anyone can just stumble upon it.


☆ Anyway, after graduating I went to project grad, which would have completely sucked if not for my friends. Basically the main things that happened were I found out only 10 minutes before leaving that I couldn't bring a bag, tried to stuff as much necessities into my jacket as possible, nearly got my asthma inhaler confiscated by a chaperone, spent 45 minutes on a bus with idiotic screaming former-classmates, fell asleep, was rudely awoken from hitting my head on the window when mentioned idiots thought it would be a good idea to rock the bus...
☆ Then after actually arriving the only good things were the food, 2 of 6 hired entertainers, and giving goodbye hugs to everyone. The worst parts were the parents tricking us by making everyone think we were going swimming so we wore light clothes, then sticking us at the top of a mountain without blankets or warm clothes. Not to mention there was only one bathroom open for all 200 girls there, the foam pit was completely disgusting, there weren't enough activities in-between so my friends and I just sat around being awkward, they made us stand out in the rain... I would go on, but I don't want to turn this into a rant-journal. >_<


☆ The following morning when my parents picked me up my mom promptly decided to write an angry letter to the school for everything that happened and I fell asleep for the remaining daylight hours, then woke stayed up a bit playing Pokemon Black until midnight.


☆ This morning was much better. I went to my physical so I'm cleared on college medical paperwork. I also got a booster shot, and it came with a super cool Snoopy band aid. Then my mom and I had brunch together ( strawberry crepe and veggie omelette <3 ) and we came home. I played more Pokemon and made some jewelry to sell in the online store my dad said I have permission to open. I also started filling out the many thank you cards I need to write for all the presents I got.
☆ We had tacos for dinner and I practiced some ukulele. One day I'll eventually upload a picture of my ukulele ( lovingly named Hoku ), but for now I think I'll just wrap up this post and go back to playing Pokemon while I wait for someone I need to talk with to come online...


☆ ☆ ☆ We remember all the times we had together. And as our lives change... we will still be friends forever.

Sunday, May 22, 2011

☆ Run Devil Run

☆ So I went to an end of the year party with my friends at Farrell's, and the party itself was really fun! We had cheeseburgers and ordered two ZOOs. It was cool to see the Farrell's people run around the restaurant carrying them, but I felt bad because I knew they must've been super tired towards the end because those things are HEAVY. O_O But here's a picture of our zoos in all their awesomeness.

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☆ Yaaaaaay.


☆ But sadly, I have to say "the party itself" because afterwards there was a lot of drama. Basically, one of my friends is a total idiot because he agreed to go out with one of my girl friends, who has liked him for TWO YEARS, then told her a week later he changed his mind. DO NOT PLAY WITH A GIRL'S HEART LIKE THAT YOU STUPID STUPID MORON!!! >_< God, I'm so pissed at him right now it's not even funny. He even wore the shirt that she gave him for christmas to the party! I felt so terrible because we went to the bathroom and she cried because she couldn't look at him because of that. >_< And the REALLY stupid part is that HE DOESN'T EVEN REALIZE HOW STUPID HE'S BEING. For one of the smartest guys I know, he sure can be an IDIOT sometimes.
☆ So other than that, I was also trying to drop hints to this one other friend of mine that I like him, but... he's pretty much just as stupid as the first guy. >_< I've had a crush on him for a while, but recently I've tried to make it more pronounced. Unfortunately, none of what I tried worked... so yeah, forget this. I'm just going to have to swallow my nervousness and tell him straight up that I like him...
☆ ...no idea where or when, though. Because he's a very private person, so I need to do this when we're alone. Or over ichat, but that's a terrible idea and I'm not doing that. *sigh* I just need to hope that fate decides to stop being such a bitch and grants me that wish so I'll conveniently have a good situation to take advantage of.


☆ School is ending soon... I feel sad about that. High school and my whole childhood went by so fast. I don't really want to let go yet, though I know I have to. I just wish that life was easier to figure out... then again, I've heard before that life needs to balance. For everything that's terrible in life, there's something equally good that will happen. For the sake of my sanity, I hope that's true, because I just feel so empty right now with this situation...


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Sunday, May 1, 2011

☆ Party Time!

☆ So I just finished a weekend of totally awesome action-packed anime convention-ness.

Here's a list of all the stuff I blew my savings from the last year on:
- 20 buttons ( 11 for me, 9 for gifts )
- 6 stickers ( Miku Hastune and Pokemon B/W *0* )
- 1 small poster ( I love America-kun and his derpness <3 )
- Kanto Pokemon Badge set ( childhood wish fulfilled )
- Pikachu kandi cuff bracelet
- Decora mask
- Ouran doujinshi ( I can't read the kanji, but the art is SO NICE! *0* )
- Strawberry cell phone charm
- 3 new hair clips
- Hetalia Soundtrack ( *0* <3 <3 <3 )
- 3 pairs of earrings ( 2 for me, 1 for a gift )
- 2 mystery Hetalia figures ( ITALY-KUUUUN <3 and France )
- 2 necklaces ( 1 for me, 1 as a possible gift )
- A cute pen
- A super frilly pink and cute lolita dress ( I will love it foreverz <3 <3 <3 )
- And freebies from the Gaia panels I went to! <3

☆ I regret nothing. *^*

☆ I'm going to post the entire convention story later, but the basic highlights are discovering the awesome comedy stylings of Take One Productions, meeting DJ Helsing and getting him to eat a spam musubi, getting a hug from Pedobear, meeting my new friend Allen, going to my first "real" rave and dancing with a random cute guy, telling a Joey cosplayer BROOKLYN RAGE, and using my ID to prove my age for the first time so I could get into an 18+ event. ^0^