☆ Yaaaaaay.
☆ But sadly, I have to say "the party itself" because afterwards there was a lot of drama. Basically, one of my friends is a total idiot because he agreed to go out with one of my girl friends, who has liked him for TWO YEARS, then told her a week later he changed his mind. DO NOT PLAY WITH A GIRL'S HEART LIKE THAT YOU STUPID STUPID MORON!!! >_< God, I'm so pissed at him right now it's not even funny. He even wore the shirt that she gave him for christmas to the party! I felt so terrible because we went to the bathroom and she cried because she couldn't look at him because of that. >_< And the REALLY stupid part is that HE DOESN'T EVEN REALIZE HOW STUPID HE'S BEING. For one of the smartest guys I know, he sure can be an IDIOT sometimes.
☆ So other than that, I was also trying to drop hints to this one other friend of mine that I like him, but... he's pretty much just as stupid as the first guy. >_< I've had a crush on him for a while, but recently I've tried to make it more pronounced. Unfortunately, none of what I tried worked... so yeah, forget this. I'm just going to have to swallow my nervousness and tell him straight up that I like him...
☆ ...no idea where or when, though. Because he's a very private person, so I need to do this when we're alone. Or over ichat, but that's a terrible idea and I'm not doing that. *sigh* I just need to hope that fate decides to stop being such a bitch and grants me that wish so I'll conveniently have a good situation to take advantage of.
☆ School is ending soon... I feel sad about that. High school and my whole childhood went by so fast. I don't really want to let go yet, though I know I have to. I just wish that life was easier to figure out... then again, I've heard before that life needs to balance. For everything that's terrible in life, there's something equally good that will happen. For the sake of my sanity, I hope that's true, because I just feel so empty right now with this situation...
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