Sunday, December 5, 2010

The Biggest Dreamer

☆ Once again, it's been quite a while. o_o;;


☆ I've been busying myself stressing out over getting ready for college. I just finished my common app stuff last week, and honestly, my essay pretty much sucks. I wanted to write an essay about spending time with my dad... but every time I started writing it, it ended up falling apart at the end because there wasn't really a way I could wrap everything up neatly. =_=;; So I took an essay I wrote last year about my point of view on what makes a "masterpiece" of art, and how it's all relative to the person looking at it, and I edited a bit.
☆ My writing's improved quite a bit since then but... >_< Yeah, honestly I think that's the best thing I could've submitted.


☆ Future note to self; don't wait until the day the application is due to submit it. I checked my common application, and I really hope there's an error, because it says the application was submitted a day late... which wouldn't make any sense, because even though I'm a different time zone, it was the night before when I submitted everything... And everything else says that it was submitted on time. >_<


☆ Well, I can't do anything about it now. TT_TT
☆ I just need to hope for the best and keep looking up! >_< (and even if I get rejected, I'll just apply again next year!)


☆ My math teacher is giving us extra credit to tutor kids in math, so I've gone a couple of times, because I need to raise my grade up... One of my friends who has the same free period as me actually goes with me, because she has an A- and wants an A...
☆ ...I wish I had an A... T_T I'm going because I have a C-.


☆ Gah... being a senior is so hard! There's so much to do, so many responsibilities, and I'm totally disorganized.  >_< Urgh...


☆ Okay, I MUST FOCUS.
☆ Today I need to finish taking my physics notes, read two chapters for English, finish my history reading, finish my history essay, finish my math worksheets, and work on my art project... And non homework related, I need to do some laundry, go to the store and get more post-its and erasers, and find my missing field trip form...
☆ I CAN DO THIS.


☆ *OPTIMISM*
☆ Now for some music to pump me up and get me energized...


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