☆ The Sweet Escape

☆ Ever feel like you just want to escape from everything in your life? @_@ Yeah, I've felt that a lot lately.


☆ Warning: Minor ranting below.


☆ Yesterday I had to go to required chapel service at school, and I was really pissed off afterwards because the speakers are so hypocritical... mostly telling us to love each other and support each other, but you HAVE to be our religion and do this or you're a bad person. Also, apparently hanging out with atheist friends will make you unloved. :\
It didn't help that I was already pissed when I went in. Mostly because of the bad day I was having the day before.
I forgot to turn in economics homework that I spent an hour working on, and another assignment I spent half an hour working on got lost... so... yeah. D: I got a grade drop in economics... 
And that wouldn't have happened if I wasn't feeling so BLEH because of lack of sleep...
Lack of sleep which was a result from having really bad cramps the night before.
And the cramps being a result of having my period.
Which I was supposed to have last week, but I didn't because I was feeling too stressed from college stuff and school piling up.


/ rant


☆ So yeah... ultimately when things go really wrong in my life, I always can trace back the root to being something that's beyond my control or something I could have never predicted would happen.


☆ I really just wish there was a way to freeze time with a pause button and escape to a place where I could unwind until I have a plan and stress goes away.
But nope. If I do have a pause button it's permanently broken forever and I just have to deal with how my life plays out... (although sometimes I feel like I'm on fast-forward and playing my own antagonist >_< ).


☆ Okay, enough TV metaphors. :\


☆ I talked to my mom, and she really helped me sort out the religion thing. I think I've found a better belief system for me now.
And I spent a lot of time thinking too, and I just decided I need to take what life throws at me in stride, and power through it. Because I'm one tough cookie, and I can get through whatever life throws at me, ya know?
I'm making a to-do list of things to help me out this weekend, and if I get them all done I'm gonna reward myself with something... not sure what yet. Maybe I'll draw something.


☆ Imaginary Sweet Escape or not, I'll find a way to get through this slump.


☆ My system is going to be: 2 homework assignments/required things I don't want to do, 1 fun thing that needs to be done.


☆ I'm going to start with one fun thing first. =) Wish me luck!


Currently Watching:

Review: What Bubz says is kind of all over the place, but the message is there. In fact, I kind of like it better this way, because it seems more like a friend is talking to me.
 Don't hate others. Focus on improving yourself as a person, and the rest of your life will follow.
Thanks for the reminder Bubz, I needed to hear that. c: Thanks for the high-five and I'm totally gonna be drinking that bubble tea with you! <3
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Review: Man, Skye's really talented! Animating, voice acting, music, random humor... he's a one-man show! :D Very nice rendition of Nemisis from Phineas and Ferb. And to quote one commenter, the second video is like watching a live rendition of the FFFFFFFUUUUUU meme. :D